Jenny counted her newborn baby’s fingers and toes, amazed at God’s tremendous gift of life. But the gift did not develop as she hoped. Her precious baby girl had serious medical problems. As her dreams crumbled around her, Jenny wrestled with the God she knew only as secure, faithful, and loving. Now God seemed unpredictable, confusing, and distant. Didn’t He see her tears? Didn’t He hear her prayers? In this tender and deeply personal story Jenny shares in vivid detail her struggle to accept the journey God chose for her—surrendering to His will and choosing to walk with Him, step by aching step, into the unknown. Through brokenness, she gained peace, comfort, even joy—and a far deeper understanding that life—all life—is a gift from God.